Spiritual Turmoil.
May 1, 2008 by kaybaylor
<sigh> I’m exhausted.
I have just spent the last few hours witnessing to a Muslim girl. She is standing at the door of salvation and there’s a holy warfare is going on in her mind.
And as I sit with her and watch her angst as she sorts truths and thought and teachings… I cant help but have my own battle of flesh.
I want to win her for Christ so badly. What a victory it would be to see her reach a state of peace.
But I cant do it… it is only the Holy spirit that works through me. And it is so hard to sit, to watch, to pray, when I so badly want to pull her over to a side of understanding.
Its like trying to help a blind person find a light switch.
God knows I want to do save her so badly, I’m willing to give up my earthly life for her eternal. Its my greatest passion to witness to the gospel. If she would receive the words of Christ and let them breath life into her.
I have nothing profound to say.
I have no conclusion.
I just pray that Gods will be done and that my will is likewise.
-Kay
I can say this with all confidence.
Your prayers from the heart are heard, and will be answered.
Do not give room to doubt (a footstool to the devil)
but cast these thoughts out with the Powerful words of God,
I want you to actually fight thoughts with words!
so lets practice….
:: We are now in your head ::
DevilBAdguy:: so, you know that girl you prayed so hard for, well, its not really God’s will to save her, she is mine.
NARRATOR :: and so Kay OPENED HER MOUTH AND SAID
Kay :: Na uh! according to 1st John 5:14 , “This is the confidence we have in approaching
DevilbadGuy:: well, you know, it is not in God’s will, so your prayer is not going to work, she can’t go to God if she is not of him.
NARRATOR :: and so Kay OPENED HER MOUTH AND SAID
Kay :: Whatever, ” (Matthew 18:14) It is not the will of My Father Who is in heaven that one of these little ones should be lost and perish.”
NARRATOR :: and so, the ‘Devilbadguy’ and so called ‘Kay’, battle eachother fierociously..
and she stood firm in the word of God. We can all be sure that Kay, did find Victory that day.
How do we know this?
Because no Devil in history, recorded or unrecorded has ever been able to defeat God.
God was surley with Kay, as he is with her now, even as she grins brightly. for he has said “I will be with you always, even until the end of the age”
Jesus also confirmed other things in our hearts to ensure the safety of God’s children, such as “For everyone born of God overcomes the world” (FYI:: satan is currently ruler of the world, so to overcome the world means to overcome devils)
:: Leaving Kay’s Mind ::
So, I don’t know what is going on in that head of yours, but I do hope it is good.
The mind is much like a battlefield. I recall hearing “fight the good fight of faith”
Did they call it a fight?
they most certinally did!
well read God’s word, and use it like a piercing sword
Wonderful Day to you
I forgot to finish writting the whole thing of 1st John 5:14-15!!!!
ahh!
well, read it,
it will change your life, for real,
Hey!
read it…. don’t just read this!
Go read it now!